Lindsey Hayden

With life bringing me down I decided tomorrow I start a new chapter. It’s time for me to start my second semester at college off strong, get back at the gym and keep loosing weight! (I’m down 18lbs. Since I started with my trainer), accomplish all my goals for 2012, focus on myself and most importantly, Eric ( I need to stay strong to work things out with him) So starting tomorrow, it’s a new chapter.

Be who you are. Dont worry what other people think of you. Just kill everyone with kindness.

So my days keep getting worse. I broke down and cried at cheer today because im so stressed out with work. Im missing all of my senior year and i hate it. On a better note my bestfriend is coming to my game on friday, and its my senior homecoming on saturday! Im really excited becuase Homecoming week is so fun! But it goes by way to fast. Soon, ill be going to Tri-C for my tour and then i have my senior pictures. Im trying to get excited about all of this, but work and school are bringing me down. I looked at my grades today and im regreting taking all these useless classes. Like Physics. Its a joke. And i have a C, along with government, which is also a joke. But tomorrow is a new day and hopefully it will start off good so i can be in a better mood.

So Senior Year sucks. All im ever doing is cheering and working. October starts hell month, because i start double practice and double work. Im unable to attend my family annual clambake, My senior picture appointment, or the Senior Cheerleading trip to Cedar Point. As soon as i walked out the doors of work tonight i balled. Tonight i was also asked to miss the Homecoming Parade and possibly a friday night football game. With fall being my favorite time of year im quite upset with all my plans being cancled. Cause fall is all about Halloweekends, Clambakes and Football games. Also at work tonight, a friend of one of my coworkers was sitting around talking to the crew as we were doing closing stuff. He told my manager that he would like to start serving. She gave him 4days to start training for the next week. This made me livid. Ive been trying to get that serving job since ive started there. Overall my night and my whole school year has sucked. I honestly would rather be dead or in a completely different state so i wouldnt have to live through this.

This morning i woke up late, what a surprise and i couldnt curl my hair, cause i didnt have time. Like it would curl anyway. Then i went downstairs to find out we have no breakfast or lunch food because my mom didnt go shopping, so i left for school with an empty stomach but thankfully had my cup of coffee. Then at school i had to wait 5min to park because parents thinks its necessary to drop of their kids in the parking lot then sit there and talk to them forever and not let people park. It drives me nuts. School was okay, Mr. Hange is crazy and he makes my day go faster. At lunch i had mashed potatoes and they surprisingly filled me up. After school i got more coffee, and met Kalman at iCandi graphics to design our 2010/2011 snowboarding hoodies. There gonna be sick, no lie. I cannot wait to snowboard. I gives me a time where i can just turn up my ipod, and be with my music and my board. Its really the highlight of my whole winter. As i was driving home today i realized the fall colors starting to come out and thinking of interesting photo shots. Fall is when my imagination runs wild and my inner photographer comes out. I love taking photos all year long, but in the fall is when i think i have my best shots. But now i must move on to vocab and getting ready for tomorrows game. Oh, and dinner, my mom made stuffed peppers and mashed potatoes, which is my favorite dinner. Maybe tonight will be the start of a good friday..